ya Allah.....

i feel like gg sumwhere and shout my lungs out.

ya Rabbi. pls make me strong to face all that U've planned for me

i dunnoe y im feeling like this. but i tink i noe part of it to this.

alhamdulillah. if its for the better, i will redha with it.

but im sory ya Allah, im reali2 very sad. im sory.

n i noe there is awais sth better dat U have planned for me.

im not gonna question anyone anymore.

i will just do my part n den i will leave it to U.
but if ive not done enough on my part, pls2 guide me along n gimme the strength.

amiin.

i dun c the point of being so affected by it. but i jus wanna noe y.

till then i shall have mishari's soothing voice accompanying me till i close my eyes to sleep.