feeling

salam.

i cant sleep and dat explains y im posting this. i wanna be MIA for the time being. i reali need to reflect on myself. i hate hurting ppl ard me. Ramadhan is gonna leave us soon but wat have i done so far. do i deserve to meet with lailatul qadr.

to my frens out there, i noe u wont be reading this or mayb not the time yet,
i wan u all to noe dat i love all of u. not contacting doesnt mean ive forgotten bout u aite. i just need some time to better myself. if ive hurt u in any way or another, pls2 forgive all my wrongdoings okay?

to my family, i noe there are times im quite a pain in the neck. im sory too. kakak, if u come across this, i want u to noe dat i love u. kadang kalau tertinggi suare or pape, sory tauu. i dint mean to be rude or waat tapi mayb those were the times i cudnt control my emotions.

i dunoe how shud i describe this feeling dat i have now. but alhamdulillah, i thnk U ya Allah for giving me this feeling. only den i can reflect n better myself as a human.

Ya Allah, ampuni dosa2 kami ya Allah.
tabahkan hati kami ya Rabbi.
Kuatkan iman kami dan tenangkan hati2 kami.
amiin ya Rabbal alamin.

tis is the only time i can cry it all out. cos there's only U.