sorry for this. im gonna membebel like nobody's business. and they are not related in any way. =/

there are so many events and talks going on which i cant attend. im not blaming on my roster though. but it seems quite a while since i last attended an usrah and met the sisters and the rest. cant deny that im missing those moments. and needing those moments real badly especially at this point of time.

my head has been aching since morning mayb cos ive been thinking of the days to come for PRCP. i just need it to end fast; smoothly. with gooood grades. i spent my entire day revising on stoma care, some medical terms which im unsure of and also wound products. kinda paranoid over wats gg to happen in the ward tml. which led me to iron my uniforms as early as 6pm eventhough im on afternoon shift tml.

it feels different when u have ur own lecturer as ur CI. maybe cos we are too dependent on them, knowing that they will guide us along and teach us which we are not sure of. being left alone under the care of the hospital, we have to meet their expectations. furthermore, this is the final attachment as a student and we ought to function like a staff nurse.

like SCI said, "this is not the time to practice the skills but to perfect them."
i must admit that there are alot of catching-ups for us to do.
glad that CI has been a patient one. alhamdulillah. :)

anw, congrats mama on ur new post at werk!
its gonna be tough to look after the nursery-cry-babies first few days when school reopens but im sure u can do it.:) cos u are the chosen one by Him.

till then,
good night, lovelies!


hope everything is gonna be alright on ur side yeah.
ill always be here for u, like always.