My special lil one.

Salam!
My lil love is now undergoing a procedure in the OT. Looking at him all playful and suddenly having to go tru the sedation prior to the anaesthesia itself made me shiver. I know i have to stay strong for my parents. Especially papa being there witnessing the whole process.

I noe my lil love is a special one and thats why he is the chosen one to go through all these at such a tender age. Not to mention the tiny size of his.

Changing him into the OT gown was alrdy so hard. Whats more administering the sedative with my own hands. Carrying him from the waiting room to the induction room. Seeing him all drowsy and eventually knocked out after the anaesthesia was given. Allah..:( no words can describe the exact feeling i had. It is definitely different seeing ur love one being the patient on the operating table. It was like a sharp pain piercing through the heart.

Alhamdulillah i was given the priviledge to be able to accompany him till the OT. Now as we are waiting anxiously for it to be over, may our prayers be close in his heart.

May he be strong enough to go tru this. Amiin.