The wait is finally over.

My lil bro is alrdy at home. Still slightly drowsy. But its okay cos we were told that the effect would last till nxt afternoon.

We were called in to the waiting area again and briefly explained by the Dr on the findings. Its too much for his age. But i noe there are reasons for this. And im sure he is one lil boy who will be able to overcome all these. InsyaAllah.

Unexpected, i was given the opportunity to be the one entering the recovery area to receive my lil bro. Mayb cos i appeared anxious at that point of time. Papa willingly told me to see him after we were informed that lil bro had been pushed out of the theatre and only one was allowed to enter.

Speechless. Saw him crying on the bed still semi conscious w the monitorings. There was only one thing i wanted to do. I asked permission to carry him. And im glad they were understanding enough to let me do so. After some time my dad was called in and we brought him to the recovery area in the day surgery after discharged by the major OT team.

Im humbled to have my family during this crucial time to be by lil bro's side. Mama making her way to and fro during her breaktime from Siglap to KKH. Kakak rushing down after meeting her client at Vivo with brother. And papa of cos took a day off from work. May Allah nvr stop showering us with His love and guidance. Amiin.

To this lil love of mine, may Allah reward u for all these that u've gone tru. I must say that ur such a strong lil boy having gone tru more than what a barely 4-year old would have.

Thank you Allah for making everything happened so smoothly. And Mizah, thnk u for ur prayers and msgs throughout my wait. Mr bf too for the msgs that u managed to send from camp.

My special lil one.

Salam!
My lil love is now undergoing a procedure in the OT. Looking at him all playful and suddenly having to go tru the sedation prior to the anaesthesia itself made me shiver. I know i have to stay strong for my parents. Especially papa being there witnessing the whole process.

I noe my lil love is a special one and thats why he is the chosen one to go through all these at such a tender age. Not to mention the tiny size of his.

Changing him into the OT gown was alrdy so hard. Whats more administering the sedative with my own hands. Carrying him from the waiting room to the induction room. Seeing him all drowsy and eventually knocked out after the anaesthesia was given. Allah..:( no words can describe the exact feeling i had. It is definitely different seeing ur love one being the patient on the operating table. It was like a sharp pain piercing through the heart.

Alhamdulillah i was given the priviledge to be able to accompany him till the OT. Now as we are waiting anxiously for it to be over, may our prayers be close in his heart.

May he be strong enough to go tru this. Amiin.